s l a ck e d . 9:29 PM 」



hmm. just realised. 35 days to MYE. thats 1 month to study all e crap i've done in 1 yr 5months. shit. do i have enough time. i guess not. im swearing im gonna start studying. people around me already started doing so. while i have not. crap. peer pressure does not work for me i guess. but whatsoever im gonna start.

so screwed. slackening these days. receiving my flunked test papers doesnt brighten up my day. although i act like it does. crap. i have to start studying and show u assholes out there i aint a piece'o crap. saying all shit about me not able to get some a1s. wadever dudes. pwn u guys x)

shit. mye comin. chinese Os comin. prelim coming. o lvls coming. overreacting, but. its true wad. u cant escape. seems like really, its time to start studying. no more computer man

my life is so screwed. bloody screwed. ahhh. i just feel like restartin my life, or just rewinding it back to when i got my psle results. ill start secondary sch life anew. this is so crapped. shit life. meeting some assholes, and leading a fucked up life. but i have to carry on with it. what can i do? suicidal thoughts? nah, tts for cowards. face challenges punks, dun escape from them.

what a crap post. suicidal thoughs running through my head.


s l a ck e d . 6:35 PM 」



best in footdrill - AA2
best in firstaid - AA2
best in TOC - AA2
Overall champs - AA2

kinda shuang hearing those results being announced. hard work pays off. but well is there any hard work? is there any effort put in? guys, we have to buck up for n-comp. but its in july. studies? well. try hard

long awaited zone comp yesterday. went xav's hse ton-ning. reached at, well, 11.30. geez, haha but we didnt sleep that early anyway, closed our eyes finally at 3.30 and well, we had to wake up at 7++. redbull didnt work for me, tired i was. we went to school, and did a lousy footdrill format. no aura ye? haha, well that format kinda demoralised us. well what can we do. we boarded the bus, and went to concourse to change. i saw my horrible uniform and my dull boots. effort? a 'lil.

went to the waiting room. some stupid temasek corps geeks sitting in front of us POINTING like we don't know they are referring to us. stupid geeks. they finally shut up when they learnt that we are from anglican corps. is the word anglican that strong? well, seems like it. first up was TOC. we did okay, and maybe 'cos the casualty was something like, 40kg, with no injuries? i did not quite understand why a stretcher was needed, and slmost went to ask the judge if we could forfeit the stretcher. i did not risk it and used the stretcher. haha. it was fine, except some mistakes. score for TOC - 46/50


following was footdrill. it was quite okay, although there were some minor mistakes and some bangings screwed up. my command was loud enough, yes, and after that, tada, no voice. horrible sorethroat. thanks to the wonderful and amazing polar mineral water i felt better. haha wadever. score for footdrill - 42/50

long case next. well. glad to see dr patrick tan as chief judge. i love reporting and talking to him. he loves theories. he loves the words flowing from your mouths. haha. well, he is the only guy i know that loves people pouring CMCs and theories like water. marks earned easily, haha but situation wasn't that well managed. manpower not distributed that well. score for long case - 119.8/150

ahh short case. out of the 4 short cases i've done, 3 from zone comps 1 from n-comp, i can't seem to recall and think of one that i havn't screwed. this was well screwed. calling ambulance for a abrasion wound? screwing up a elevation sling? not letting casualty sit for whole case? hahs. we looked like fools in front of the judge yeah? score for short case - 69/100

yeah. we won, but marks weren't that satisfying, and definitely not good enough for n-comp. buck up all! work hard! haha. we, the defending champions of AC'o5, will try and get that champ trophy of AA'o6!!

good job all teams!
ahSjab. woosh



s l a ck e d . 10:13 PM 」



Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

i had a bad day today yeah?lol started out so bad. pe first period. birdthong mr chai ask us run 12 rnds arnd field. crap. wad crap bout 1 round is 200metres. wad crap. so friggin tired after that. and i ran 13. miscounted. crap. after that 1 hr of crap was math. heres wad i did for an hour for math:

crap. cant even think. just tired. after that was like.. chem. suxor boring. recess was shit. late releases means no food. then chinese. well it brightened me up. chinese is one of e periods where can slack. haha zuowen 38/50 yingyongwen 17/20. yeah man lols. after that english! compre 16/20 xD yeah man. well i was starting to feel happier now, and school ended. haha. anti-climax. assembly was shit. im a blunt person and i dare say expression is darn boring. wadever. haha.

haha. just feeling kinda happy now. lols. no more fucked up attitude.



s l a ck e d . 9:55 PM 」



feeling better now. yesterday was all wrong. a bad day for me. ahh nvm. ima back to me. some crap happened to me today anyway.
came to school, kinda early, then i slept in class till morning assembly. after the school dismiss command, i found out that my wallet was missing. i did not bother, then went to class liao. i searched my bag. lol wallet lost. didnt really care at first. till recess. haha. ahh hungryhungry. wadeva endured through the gruelling lessons without food.
english 1hr summary
chinese 1hr test
bio 1 hr crap
chem 1 hr titration
geog 1 hr crap
math 1 hr slack
wadeva. after school kok ask me go office pei him take ezlink card. den i walk in lee yong kang kinda asked me 'you lost ur wallet?' i was like ya, and then lol. lost and found. found outside main gate. wth. lol crap

after school training was horrible. horrible standards. haha clarice ur watch in first aid kit. dun misplace again x) return to u tmr.

crap. just crap.


s l a ck e d . 8:24 PM 」



i dun care of all these. i dun care how ppl look at me now. i dun care wad others feel about me.i dun care. living such a life, id be better off dead. doing stuffs just to please everyone else, doing things with no rationale, jsut becos its there. wtf. u may say everyone does it as well, but im a selfish person. others do it, so wad? must i do it as well? everyone is selfish. u just try dying for someone else. everyone wants good for himself. who cares. whther i do it or not, the label is there. im a slacker. whatever i do, it has to turn out bad. im a loser. i do something right, ppl have doubts about it. wtf? labelling people jsut by wad he did in the past. fuckers. dun expect me to do anything right. ill just fuck up everything and ask u to expect it. slackers fuck things up. fucked up society with fucked up people living a life with no purpose. living for others, but not dying for them. waddafuck. girls and guys bitching all over the place, posers, backstabbers, fuckers, all over. fucked up

fuck it

u can call these breakdowns. i dun really care. its just me
a slacker



s l a ck e d . 10:55 AM 」




sry for the expression on my face. eating chinchow ma x)
feel the weight of my head. went to cut my hair early in the morning. 10am. lols. the person oso tio lame where got ppl 10 o clock come cut hair de. haha. sunday liao. tmr monday sch reopen. lata tuition! ahh wad a last day of holiday. haven really quite relaxed this holiday.
promised to be happy. sad stuffs go away. frowning sux


s l a ck e d . 7:35 PM 」



decided not to cut my hair alr. tmr lahs. wad a day. whole day cooped up at home. worst thing, i haven even left my room, well except to have a shower. a slacker's way of life. haha. and it's good seeing you guys back ina ction again. no more ap-ness ehs? do your best for comp this saturday. everyone jiayou! AA, AC, NA, NC. good luck! ahSjab woosh

revived from the dead i was. boredom kills
*dead



guess most peeps are at ubin now for e outing. im here slacking at home. its not that i dun want to to go. the word is unable. no use persuading me. how long u spend asking me to go will be how much time u have wasted. i told u i was unable to go. stop bugging me.

saturday. holidays just like that. i didnt even feel the holiday goin through me. it just went PAST me. trainings all day long, wassupwiddat. holiday homework, im all done with it. xD surprised ehs?

hair so long. gonna go for a haircut later.whatever ill just tell the person to cut to his preferance.
" ill have a 'suit-you-but-suits-me' cut "

ahh boredom is fatal.
*dead


s l a ck e d . 9:04 PM 」



i cant take this bottling up anymore

i am nothing but a passer-by in ur life. i am worth nothing to you, while you are the whole world to me. the fake hopes and the glimmering of the lights are what's keeping me going. avoiding me like a leech, simply hoping to throw me off. worthless creature. it has been a couple of years or so. you have changed. changed. i am just a loser, taking you for granted. i am jsut nothing but a passer-by. and hoping you will just come up to me and say hi. i cant take sarcasm. not from you

not quite a good day for me. tomoro will be a better one


s l a ck e d . 9:46 PM 」



new blog. new beginning. that was all in the past. i am a new person right now. yeaaah man. the last 1 month lotsa stuffs happened. we kinda got into AA team, and now training for us. yea craap. hate it but since we're already in, why not just do our best? we have to buck up dudes.

trashing out sessions. friendships are all but conspiracies. backstabbers, posers, im all of em. hate me, love me, wadeva ur choice. YOU are simply irritating. get out of my life, for you are the ROOT OF ALL EVIL. just shut up whenever you should. ahh loser in life, failure as human

crap. living my life with no purpose now. walking aimlessly around, doing wad i should be at this moment, not thinking bout the next. i hafta start planning man. studies. suddenly with the urge to start studying. mine came abit late yea. but well, ill try my best. buck up. 8pointer x)

loser in life. i feel so left out in everything i participate in. attentionseeking behaviour u call it, i call it loser. zz. life sucks. im becoming such a negative person. negative thinking with some negative feedbacks bout everything. will someone enlighten me on the wonders on life? and NO i dun believe in GOD